Crazy

Sometimes wil also did some crazy as this too. Hahahahaha. I'm a lazy girl who lazy to make up. =D

Dream's work Comes back again. =)

Hey ya! The things that i really really like to do comes back again! I found back the Long Lost Feelings!
Help my sister to design her photos. From a plain white background, into colourful pix! I kinda happy and satisfied!
Although this is not an easy job. It took me around 4-5 hours to finish just for One Pic, till backache cox sticking my butt on the chair too long, but im happy doing it. ^^

Hahah～ Stop it for around 3 years. Now touch it back feel that im still love in doin this arts.
Nothing special, Not very perfect yet, cox im only self-learning, not taking any graphic design courses before.
ITS ABOUT INTEREST! =)
Sometimes i was thinking, i better set up a bridal shop/working for bridal/photos shops.
Hehex, contact me if u need people like me (with STPM and Utar Biochemistry results but without Arts/Graphics cert). xD
Need to edit/design ur pica? Find me if u don't mind im not enough professional. Jk~!
uhuuuu~ muaahahhahaha~
Okay! Stop self-promote. And Goodnight! Anyeongjumuseyo~

公公。

8／3／2012。公公突然过世了。很多人都不能接受。哭的哭，责怪自己的也有，就是因为那突然间。前几天还好好的他，如今躺在棺木里，谁能接受？
本来装坚强的我们，一看白布掀开，泪就跟着掉下来了。
火化后，大家一如往常过日子。到了头七那天，也就是今天。我们都到寺庙回响，祭拜公公。念经之时，大姑哭了。
原来，大家只是装没事。其实不是没事，只是大家都选择把那件事藏在心里的某一部分。
公公，安息吧。。

Valentine <3

It's valentine!
Without you.. By my side.
I'm not greedy. I'm just wanna be ur only one. Sadly, I'm really cant feel it yet...... Maybe, the wound too deep..

If everyday happy together, everyday is valentines.

Got a short time, my confident slowly built.. But Dono till when until I get a nightmare, it's destroy my confident again. Like.. Haven't end. *frustrated + disappointment*

Sick ><&apos;

I'm sick d finally. Cannot tell him coz don want he busy on work still want worry bout me this kind small matter.
I'm just hope he ll appreciate the chance that given.. Times fly..

Nightmares..

The existing of u in halfway of my life,
Makes me suffer, not one or two days, it's already disturbed me for few months! Can imagine how I pass through my life everyday with the horrible nightmares?
I hardly forget it, ppl who don't hv d experience, won't feel how I feel.. So don't simply judge and pls try to understand.

Really weird for some girls. We are women, why must women harm women? You ll have ur bf/husband in future, did u hope that other women exist and to disturb ur life too....??

Everything we did will have the karma and we must responsible for what we hv done.
So, think before do.
Nobody can force us unless we wanted too.
Think for our future, family.
No health, no wealth.
No heart to change, no healthy family.

Wishlist_me

.wish to have a Lovely job.
.stay young.
.a man who only honest and loyal to me n I ll be his only one. Wish my man could do it.
.vacations with him.
.own warm family.
.no more nightmare everynight and replace by sweet dreams.
.found a people who can really understand me.

To be continue =)

Is it...?

I'm wondering, is it treat a person too good too take care of him,
Will make him forget to appreciate me?
Yeah, everything when need my opinion he ll find me to discuss, that's good but he's not really care of me actually.
I'm frankly envy those guys who proud of their gf.. Never afraid other people know bout their gf n relationship, how sweet is it? I'm sure their gf feel being appreciated.
Maybe cox I'm not his ideal gf, that's y I only ll be in mind when I'm needed. When it is not, how many of my opinion lastly also is a waste.
This is not the first time..
I m tired. I care of u coz I'm appreciate and treat u wit my sincere heart.
But I m oso need cares from you.
I stand n stand. Nightmares attacking but if I still appreciate this relationship, I know I must walk over it.
All about me.. I tell once u will forgot.. Maybe in ur eyes only have yourself image.
I'm a girl. I also ll scare one day, in case, u suddenly leave me. People won't understand cause it was their son, not daughter.
Maybe I'm just too over care bout you and in this relationship until make you forget that u hv a role as a bf too.
I need a deep thought.
Im the one who always worry of losing someone, but is it there's someone outside worry of losing me...? (blank)
I m too much in this..