Is it...?

I'm wondering, is it treat a person too good too take care of him,
Will make him forget to appreciate me?
Yeah, everything when need my opinion he ll find me to discuss, that's good but he's not really care of me actually.
I'm frankly envy those guys who proud of their gf.. Never afraid other people know bout their gf n relationship, how sweet is it? I'm sure their gf feel being appreciated.
Maybe cox I'm not his ideal gf, that's y I only ll be in mind when I'm needed. When it is not, how many of my opinion lastly also is a waste.
This is not the first time..
I m tired. I care of u coz I'm appreciate and treat u wit my sincere heart.
But I m oso need cares from you.
I stand n stand. Nightmares attacking but if I still appreciate this relationship, I know I must walk over it.
All about me.. I tell once u will forgot.. Maybe in ur eyes only have yourself image.
I'm a girl. I also ll scare one day, in case, u suddenly leave me. People won't understand cause it was their son, not daughter.
Maybe I'm just too over care bout you and in this relationship until make you forget that u hv a role as a bf too.
I need a deep thought.
Im the one who always worry of losing someone, but is it there's someone outside worry of losing me...? (blank)
I m too much in this..