Sick ><&apos;

I'm sick d finally. Cannot tell him coz don want he busy on work still want worry bout me this kind small matter.
I'm just hope he ll appreciate the chance that given.. Times fly..

Nightmares..

The existing of u in halfway of my life,
Makes me suffer, not one or two days, it's already disturbed me for few months! Can imagine how I pass through my life everyday with the horrible nightmares?
I hardly forget it, ppl who don't hv d experience, won't feel how I feel.. So don't simply judge and pls try to understand.

Really weird for some girls. We are women, why must women harm women? You ll have ur bf/husband in future, did u hope that other women exist and to disturb ur life too....??

Everything we did will have the karma and we must responsible for what we hv done.
So, think before do.
Nobody can force us unless we wanted too.
Think for our future, family.
No health, no wealth.
No heart to change, no healthy family.

Wishlist_me

.wish to have a Lovely job.
.stay young.
.a man who only honest and loyal to me n I ll be his only one. Wish my man could do it.
.vacations with him.
.own warm family.
.no more nightmare everynight and replace by sweet dreams.
.found a people who can really understand me.

To be continue =)

Is it...?

I'm wondering, is it treat a person too good too take care of him,
Will make him forget to appreciate me?
Yeah, everything when need my opinion he ll find me to discuss, that's good but he's not really care of me actually.
I'm frankly envy those guys who proud of their gf.. Never afraid other people know bout their gf n relationship, how sweet is it? I'm sure their gf feel being appreciated.
Maybe cox I'm not his ideal gf, that's y I only ll be in mind when I'm needed. When it is not, how many of my opinion lastly also is a waste.
This is not the first time..
I m tired. I care of u coz I'm appreciate and treat u wit my sincere heart.
But I m oso need cares from you.
I stand n stand. Nightmares attacking but if I still appreciate this relationship, I know I must walk over it.
All about me.. I tell once u will forgot.. Maybe in ur eyes only have yourself image.
I'm a girl. I also ll scare one day, in case, u suddenly leave me. People won't understand cause it was their son, not daughter.
Maybe I'm just too over care bout you and in this relationship until make you forget that u hv a role as a bf too.
I need a deep thought.
Im the one who always worry of losing someone, but is it there's someone outside worry of losing me...? (blank)
I m too much in this..

Wen Wen__

ahaaa~ Wen wen know how to sit like a human already,

I'm quite shock she can stand now for at least 15 seconds already.

Wont force her cause scare will hurt her backbone.

Now she already 8 months plus ^_^

Toilet training everything ok,

just a little bit lam nua! she step on her pee on the wee wee pad!

Aghh~ kek si~ but its ok lah at least pee poo at correct place,

healthy and obedience ok jo~ =D

UuuhHh~ it's 2011 !

Gosh it's 2011 and i had left my blog for few months.. =D

Everyone are changing,

The life is changing,

The weather is changing,

The prices is changing,

My age is changing too~~!

Arghhh... i'm getting older~! =O

He,

already went to U.S,

to find his part time job,

to find his future,

to makes his new friends,

to gain his experience.

I,

still here suffering with my studies,

still can't see my future,

still sitting in front of laptop with my favourite TVB's + my baby Wen,

still unable to gain any expected experience...

Feel want to find a job.. rather than wasting time

and money here.. uwaaa...~ =(

I'm Not Happy right now.. Sob..

What a life.....?

Wen Wen is enjoying with her toy although lonely without her bro, Momo.

2nd Baby, Wen~

We got our second baby____ Wen Wen.
She's so cute~ wahahaha~
Her actions always make us laugh and laugh.
Now Momo very kuai dy. At first we still worry whether he can accept another puppy exist in his life or not.
Now he's happy with Wen Wen. Wen also likes him a lot. Keep playing together = wrestling.
We love them very much!

Tada~
Momo : i;m happy with my sister / maybe will be my future wife =)
Wen : i like bully my koko.. hiak hiak hiak~

Human.,

Human,
Always will not appreaciate the things beside them,
but will appreaciate the things that keep using them.

Human,
Always will just regret when the things that always beside them had lost,
but its too late.

Human,
Always be greedy to get the things that they not really need,
but after get it they don't know how to appreaciate it.

Human,
Always thought themselves are the most superb and do not want to listen advices,
at last they fell themselves.

Human,
Always like to make somethings to lie themselves,
although the things maybe not suit them,
but they still pretent to ignore.

Human,
Always will take care themselves first when in trouble,
but when happy hour, everybody will attend no matter how busy.

Human,
Always will know how to fully utilise other people,
but did'nt think how to share the problems with their friends.

Human,
Always Money is Friends,
No Money stand aside.

Human,
Always will satisfied themselves even by insane ways,
but did'nt think is there any benefit or lost.

Human,
Always will do anything to reach their destination,
but in the same time they had hurt lots of people.

This is HUMAN.

Gatherin in KL..

KB Gangs in Kampar

COD FISH =)

Cheese CRAB! I'm lovin it!

GANGS~

Halloween Party at MOS

So syok!!!!
We gather again in KL..
Location?? => Piang's House, Hock's House, MOS...
lolx....it was an enjoyable day with my dearest friends.
Sad case was i had UEEKK~(Vomit) the 2nd time already at MOS!
LOL! 1St time at Santuary. Tok Jadi nih! I wont vomit geh leh so far..
After Santuary, i started to vomit after just drank 2 cups of Chivas+Cola.
Geram~! Dance also a while only cause of the dizziness and uncomfortable.
Luckily Pig Fong accompanied me all the way. Thanks Mr Pig Fong =)
Felt sorry that he need to accompany me and hardly to enjoy himself at the Halloween Night.
Next time will control from drink so fast and so many alcohol dy.
Scare scare ..wahahaha~~!!
And Thank you Hock for lending me his sport shoes for me to wear
because my leg was so pain with the high heels. Still help me hold my high heels.
TQ TQ..
Next day, We continue our plan by meeting Mr. Steven Chai , Zigen and Mike.
Jogoya... We're coming for second time again! Yoohoo~ Free Chopsticks were given,
But Ladies First! I and Ke got the chopsticks~ Bluekk!
And then this was the PEak!=> We goin to Red Box lagi lepas eat.
It was 9.30pm already! YEY!!!! Most Happie can use my Froggies Voice on Mic again~
I, Fong, Ke, Zigen and KC sing till si pe high luuu~
One Word-----> NICE!

For me, Life will always go on.
Just appreaciate your life by enjoying it and not just hiding ourselves from this world.

Getting Closer~

We are Getting closer and closer~
I'm glad to see the changes on you although sometimes it ll be repeated again
Nobody is perfect but if we love someone,
We will try our best to change ourselves.
I do really believe these and
also trying my best to do it ^__^
Hope the switch is still On in our relationship road.
Kambate =)

Wishes...

With the passing of time,
i found that ur attitude become worst..
such as the way u talking to ur mommy.. that is a respect and a Must for me.
Shes just nobody to talk to. impossible she want to call other ppl child to talk??
yea, we nit to save money, but when u think want to enjoy urself, u think of it.
when i want to watch d movies i like, and mayb u r not so interested with it, u feel that im wasting money. but when u doing it, do u think bout it?
i respect u, so when u wan to watch or do anythin u like,
i tak tergamak to say 'no', the purpose just to see u happy. but u.........?
i respect u, so everythin i do, i ll ask ur opinion 1st and think bout u 1st. but u......?
Well... now mayb we over budget, then u start not happy.
ur heart blaming me i can feel that, and from the way u talk, i knew it.
but when u enjoy with it, eating... gaming... do u think bout we ll over budget?
when u moody, u start to release it on me n our pupp.
I really scare i cannot stand it for too long and manage to stop it here..
As i know so far, i did'nt ask anything from u. I ll get it myself if i can.
I did'nt hope for a rich guy to be with me.
And, we just ll did a thing or event after both of us agree. I did'nt force u.

Really wish u can change.. and maybe, thats just ll be a wish from me..

Momo the Pupps~

Oh My~
Hard to believe tat i will rare a pet=> cutie puppy~
His name was Momo, after i keep think for one night which name suit him.
now he already 3 months plus and we [Fong n Shing] love him very much!
Its hard to train him toilet training.
We smack him alot to let him poopoo on newspaper automatically.
Luckily now he's performance better, although sometimes still ll simply poo.
Today bring him to Pet shop to cut her hairy fur but the Lucky shop need
make appointment one for bath and fur cut..Aiks....
But, i had bought vitamin for him and had change his kibbles from Blackwood to LNF liao..
coz d auntie said Blackwood will make the pupp slim. keke...
hope LNF ll suit him ^^

Gathering at KB with KB Gang..

Yesterday we gathered again~
doh la our mouth many til dono how to describe..
wat oso can be say..
A Ke keep kena 'Suan' coz keep watch ppl's food after her Nasi Lemak at Oriental..
Wakakaka~~
11.50pm when we all gonna back, Yok pulak ask us snap 'Gong Sam Gai' photos.
Adui~~~~~~~snap till our laugh n teeth want drop [too funny] XD
Wait a Hock upload our pictures then i ll show up..
Fuyoo~ waiting for d next gathering kononnya tengah plan by Hock..
WooHoo~~~Basahkan poket anda~

MY Mini Instax 25^^

Finally~i got my Mini instax 25.I saw it in a korean movie => 是美男啊 the actress use it..so i search and order~
Yahoo~~~but its hard to get it..Why???
Coz i nit to go post office kampar and
Oxford office to check whether my camera parcel there or not..hahak!
Thanks to my boy willing sent me here there ..^^

I Hate U

Start not to believe u.

Start love myself more.

Start care myself more.

Start be Smart.

Start not to be Stupid Keep lie by u.