Shing's

Fcuk!

2012-02-11T01:03:00.001+08:00

Shiet! Everything Must END!
Whoever had anyways to let me forget everything, pls suggest.
Urgent... Phew~~~~~

Again neh~!

2012-02-11T01:00:00.001+08:00

Hate myself neh!
Why I want think so much...?
Why I ll become unstable when saw the ppl online...? I ll start to suspect him dy.. He dint reply me , I ll thinking is it he is busy chatting wit other ppl until forget my msg? Or ignore my msg..? OMG!

When this will recover...?
I got think before..
' Is it I'm become suspective or actually everything haven't end yet...? '

I don't dare talk too much my worries to him, cause :
1. I dono he still giv me a fake answer onot.
2. He mayb ll angry at me cause I ll keep repeating ask him d same thing.

What can I do woooo~~~?

Sick ><'

2012-02-10T02:15:00.001+08:00

I'm sick d finally. Cannot tell him coz don want he busy on work still want worry bout me this kind small matter.
I'm just hope he ll appreciate the chance that given.. Times fly..

The place for me to express.

2012-02-09T14:21:00.001+08:00

Thx to this blog. Allowing me to express myself feeling here.
Tiring.. Really tired. My mind also already confuse dy. My sense told me there's still have sth but he told me it's already nothing.
Mind can't stop suspecting. I dono is either I think too much or is coz he s still wanna lie on me. CONFUSE! and this makes me suffer.

Wake!

2012-02-09T11:42:00.001+08:00

Omg! Suddenly I know why I ll become like being suspective!
Because you cannot prove in front of me, that you told her: you already have a gf and sorry you must breakup with her".
Without this, I everyday ll keep worry n simply think. I know it ll takes a long time or unforgettable until I die. Unless I'm lost memory one day.

Impacts ..

2012-02-09T01:40:00.001+08:00

Argh!! Who can help me!!?
I'm sorry to myself coz torture my mind because of other people. But.. It just hard to control.

Last incident, he said goin to sleep but at last chatting and keep in touch wit the ppl still. Few times... I stand coz I hope he ll change as he's promise.. But then still happen.

Until now, he said he's really changed.
He didnt do the last previous things anymore coz he loves me and think for our future. I really wish this is true.

Every night I still will think that he stay in the night is cause to chat n contact with her, and only ll sleep when she s offline.. I really hope this is only my imagination..

This had left a very very deep impact for me... The trust had scattered like a broken mirror.

Nightmares..

2012-02-09T00:57:00.001+08:00

The existing of u in halfway of my life,
Makes me suffer, not one or two days, it's already disturbed me for few months! Can imagine how I pass through my life everyday with the horrible nightmares?
I hardly forget it, ppl who don't hv d experience, won't feel how I feel.. So don't simply judge and pls try to understand.

Really weird for some girls. We are women, why must women harm women? You ll have ur bf/husband in future, did u hope that other women exist and to disturb ur life too....??

Everything we did will have the karma and we must responsible for what we hv done.
So, think before do.
Nobody can force us unless we wanted too.
Think for our future, family.
No health, no wealth.
No heart to change, no healthy family.

Wishlist_me

2012-02-09T00:45:00.001+08:00

.wish to have a Lovely job.
.stay young.
.a man who only honest and loyal to me n I ll be his only one. Wish my man could do it.
.vacations with him.
.own warm family.
.no more nightmare everynight and replace by sweet dreams.
.found a people who can really understand me.

To be continue =)

He..

2012-02-08T01:26:00.001+08:00

He is very caring and kind.
Coz he loves me so he ll change for me. I tot it was a good things. Indeed, it was a good changes for me but cause he s good for me, so in other girls eyes, he ll b good too.
Nowadays not same, it's girls tackle guys.. And it's oso my worry coz I don hv confident.
I trusted him before but it's scrambled like a rubbish paper. The most horrible experience in my life and this left a deep wound in my heart n mind.

My wish only is he can control and behave himself from stepping the wrong step, if he still appreciate our relationship. U want me to trust you, so just prove it. When I choose to trust you, pls dont let me down again.
When you make the same mistake second time, it was not a chance anymore, it's a choice.

Feelings.

2012-02-01T01:38:00.001+08:00

I Love Him. Just too scare.

Cny eve..Zz

2012-01-22T23:44:00.001+08:00

Oh no.. I tot my néw year eve would be go smoothly, but it is not..
Truth oways ll be hurt but being cheated is more cruel than knowing the truth. Haha...
Through this relationship, I can know my character. Although i treat ppl good but doesn't means ppl ll treat us good n honest.. Finally found the hidden character in me.. ---> stupid n naive.
Why la I can so easy to trust ppl.. Ppl said trust is important in a relationship, but it's not work on mine.. I m the one get hurt always.. We did everything is prevent him to step wrong until later no turning back, but Its not a care for him.. We are annoying, but then still say Love to me.. Hah? How....?
I feel tired dy..

Is it...?

2012-01-19T01:58:00.001+08:00

I'm wondering, is it treat a person too good too take care of him,
Will make him forget to appreciate me?
Yeah, everything when need my opinion he ll find me to discuss, that's good but he's not really care of me actually.
I'm frankly envy those guys who proud of their gf.. Never afraid other people know bout their gf n relationship, how sweet is it? I'm sure their gf feel being appreciated.
Maybe cox I'm not his ideal gf, that's y I only ll be in mind when I'm needed. When it is not, how many of my opinion lastly also is a waste.
This is not the first time..
I m tired. I care of u coz I'm appreciate and treat u wit my sincere heart.
But I m oso need cares from you.
I stand n stand. Nightmares attacking but if I still appreciate this relationship, I know I must walk over it.
All about me.. I tell once u will forgot.. Maybe in ur eyes only have yourself image.
I'm a girl. I also ll scare one day, in case, u suddenly leave me. People won't understand cause it was their son, not daughter.
Maybe I'm just too over care bout you and in this relationship until make you forget that u hv a role as a bf too.
I need a deep thought.
Im the one who always worry of losing someone, but is it there's someone outside worry of losing me...? (blank)
I m too much in this..

Suspective girl

2011-12-17T02:23:00.001+08:00

He's back. But wit a sad story for me. I think it would be a deep n unforgettable nightmare for me.
We struggle a lot and a lot. He cheated and hurt hurt hurt me. I stand it. Coz I feel sayang with this relationship. Of course I still love him.
We are like best friend like couple. Ppl said this is the best. But..... I'm hurt. Tears drop drop n drop when writing this. Sorry. I'm really emo.
Many ppl so envy of us saying we such a suitable couple. Hahaaa but who knows things behind?
I need to protect my man too. I help, guide, give everything I can.
I'm serious till saw other guys oso feel:" no way! My man is better."
I knw I'm too care n tk him too serious,
While, he maybe don't hv the same feeling with me.

Nearly one month, he told me he really wrong and decided to change. Coz he also appreciate our relationship and me.
But after this, I had become a susceptive girl.. Everytime I know d ppl online ( gt a person oways ll tell me ), I ll become moody m suspect, whether my man still keep in touch wit her?
Everyday nightmare, until I saw other things or songs related to this case I oso become vry sensitive, scare n don like it.
Which gf won't scare n won't mind of this?
I'm really waiting he prove to me, he really changing. Coz...... I'm scare to be cheated and hurt... Is very scare.
And... I become an easy cry girl. That's really not me. I don't have to b like this.. But I just hardly control the tears.. Rolling down.
Bless..

Wen Wen__

2011-06-30T21:51:00.003+08:00

ahaaa~ Wen wen know how to sit like a human already,

I'm quite shock she can stand now for at least 15 seconds already.

Wont force her cause scare will hurt her backbone.

Now she already 8 months plus ^_^

Toilet training everything ok,

just a little bit lam nua! she step on her pee on the wee wee pad!

Aghh~ kek si~ but its ok lah at least pee poo at correct place,

healthy and obedience ok jo~ =D

UuuhHh~ it's 2011 !

2011-06-21T00:51:00.003+08:00

Gosh it's 2011 and i had left my blog for few months.. =D

Everyone are changing,

The life is changing,

The weather is changing,

The prices is changing,

My age is changing too~~!

Arghhh... i'm getting older~! =O

He,

already went to U.S,

to find his part time job,

to find his future,

to makes his new friends,

to gain his experience.

still here suffering with my studies,

still can't see my future,

still sitting in front of laptop with my favourite TVB's + my baby Wen,

still unable to gain any expected experience...

Feel want to find a job.. rather than wasting time

and money here.. uwaaa...~ =(

I'm Not Happy right now.. Sob..

What a life.....?

Wen Wen is enjoying with her toy although lonely without her bro, Momo.

2nd Baby, Wen~

2010-12-12T17:00:00.003+08:00

We got our second baby____ Wen Wen.
She's so cute~ wahahaha~
Her actions always make us laugh and laugh.
Now Momo very kuai dy. At first we still worry whether he can accept another puppy exist in his life or not.
Now he's happy with Wen Wen. Wen also likes him a lot. Keep playing together = wrestling.
We love them very much!

Tada~
Momo : i;m happy with my sister / maybe will be my future wife =)
Wen : i like bully my koko.. hiak hiak hiak~

Human.,

2010-11-11T23:02:00.002+08:00

Human,
Always will not appreaciate the things beside them,
but will appreaciate the things that keep using them.

Human,
Always will just regret when the things that always beside them had lost,
but its too late.

Human,
Always be greedy to get the things that they not really need,
but after get it they don't know how to appreaciate it.

Human,
Always thought themselves are the most superb and do not want to listen advices,
at last they fell themselves.

Human,
Always like to make somethings to lie themselves,
although the things maybe not suit them,
but they still pretent to ignore.

Human,
Always will take care themselves first when in trouble,
but when happy hour, everybody will attend no matter how busy.

Human,
Always will know how to fully utilise other people,
but did'nt think how to share the problems with their friends.

Human,
Always Money is Friends,
No Money stand aside.

Human,
Always will satisfied themselves even by insane ways,
but did'nt think is there any benefit or lost.

Human,
Always will do anything to reach their destination,
but in the same time they had hurt lots of people.

This is HUMAN.

Gatherin in KL..

2010-11-07T23:50:00.005+08:00

KB Gangs in Kampar

COD FISH =)

Cheese CRAB! I'm lovin it!

GANGS~

Halloween Party at MOS

So syok!!!!
We gather again in KL..
Location?? => Piang's House, Hock's House, MOS...
lolx....it was an enjoyable day with my dearest friends.
Sad case was i had UEEKK~(Vomit) the 2nd time already at MOS!
LOL! 1St time at Santuary. Tok Jadi nih! I wont vomit geh leh so far..
After Santuary, i started to vomit after just drank 2 cups of Chivas+Cola.
Geram~! Dance also a while only cause of the dizziness and uncomfortable.
Luckily Pig Fong accompanied me all the way. Thanks Mr Pig Fong =)
Felt sorry that he need to accompany me and hardly to enjoy himself at the Halloween Night.
Next time will control from drink so fast and so many alcohol dy.
Scare scare ..wahahaha~~!!
And Thank you Hock for lending me his sport shoes for me to wear
because my leg was so pain with the high heels. Still help me hold my high heels.
TQ TQ..
Next day, We continue our plan by meeting Mr. Steven Chai , Zigen and Mike.
Jogoya... We're coming for second time again! Yoohoo~ Free Chopsticks were given,
But Ladies First! I and Ke got the chopsticks~ Bluekk!
And then this was the PEak!=> We goin to Red Box lagi lepas eat.
It was 9.30pm already! YEY!!!! Most Happie can use my Froggies Voice on Mic again~
I, Fong, Ke, Zigen and KC sing till si pe high luuu~
One Word-----> NICE!

For me, Life will always go on.
Just appreaciate your life by enjoying it and not just hiding ourselves from this world.

Getting Closer~

2010-11-07T23:43:00.002+08:00

We are Getting closer and closer~
I'm glad to see the changes on you although sometimes it ll be repeated again
Nobody is perfect but if we love someone,
We will try our best to change ourselves.
I do really believe these and
also trying my best to do it ^__^
Hope the switch is still On in our relationship road.
Kambate =)

Wishes...

2010-04-18T22:16:00.002+08:00

With the passing of time,
i found that ur attitude become worst..
such as the way u talking to ur mommy.. that is a respect and a Must for me.
Shes just nobody to talk to. impossible she want to call other ppl chlid to talk??
yea, we nit to save money, but when u think want to enjoy urself, u think of it.
when i want to watch d movies i like, and mayb u r not so interested with it, u feel that im wasting money. but when u doing it, do u think bout it?
i respect u, so when u wan to watch or do anythin u like,
i tak tergamak to say 'no', the purpose just to see u happy. but u.........?
i respect u, so everythin i do, i ll ask ur opinion 1st and think bout u 1st. but u......?
Well... now mayb we over budget, then u start not happy.
ur heart blaming me i can feel that, and from the way u talk, i knew it.
but when u enjoy with it, eating... gaming... do u think bout we ll over budget?
when u moody, u start to release it on me n our pupp.
I really scare i cannot stand it for too long and manage to stop it here..
As i know so far, i did'nt ask anything from u. I ll get it myself if i can.
I did'nt hope for a rich guy to be with me.
And, we just ll did a thing or event after both of us agree. I did'nt force u.

Really wish u can change.. and maybe, thats just ll be a wish from me..

The power of Make up XD

2010-04-18T22:04:00.005+08:00

This is the Before and After make up... is it Oh My God.. ?
what a big different ><''
lolx... of course i m not a natural beauty la.. XD
Anyway.. this is my 3rd try, i did it myself! kakaka...
coz everytime got event sure my fren, Chui Sien ll help me one.. She's pro~
Wish i ll improve after few try more.. lalala~

Momo the Pupps~

2009-12-29T15:38:00.004+08:00

Oh My~
Hard to believe tat i will rare a pet=> cutie puppy~
His name was Momo, after i keep think for one night which name suit him.
now he already 3 months plus and we [Fong n Shing] love him very much!
Its hard to train him toilet training.
We smack him alot to let him poopoo on newspaper automatically.
Luckily now he's performance better, although sometimes still ll simply poo.
Today bring him to Pet shop to cut her hairy fur but the Lucky shop need
make appointment one for bath and fur cut..Aiks....
But, i had bought vitamin for him and had change his kibbles from Blackwood to LNF liao..
coz d auntie said Blackwood will make the pupp slim. keke...
hope LNF ll suit him ^^

Gathering at KB with KB Gang..

2009-12-29T15:31:00.003+08:00

Yesterday we gathered again~
doh la our mouth many til dono how to describe..
wat oso can be say..
A Ke keep kena 'Suan' coz keep watch ppl's food after her Nasi Lemak at Oriental..
Wakakaka~~
11.50pm when we all gonna back, Yok pulak ask us snap 'Gong Sam Gai' photos.
Adui~~~~~~~snap till our laugh n teeth want drop [too funny] XD
Wait a Hock upload our pictures then i ll show up..
Fuyoo~ waiting for d next gathering kononnya tengah plan by Hock..
WooHoo~~~Basahkan poket anda~

MY Mini Instax 25^^

2009-12-29T15:07:00.004+08:00

Finally~i got my Mini instax 25.I saw it in a korean movie => 是美男啊 the actress use it..so i search and order~
Yahoo~~~but its hard to get it..Why???
Coz i nit to go post office kampar and
Oxford office to check whether my camera parcel there or not..hahak!
Thanks to my boy willing sent me here there ..^^

I Hate U

2009-10-05T17:56:00.001+08:00

Start not to believe u.

Start love myself more.

Start care myself more.

Start be Smart.

Start not to be Stupid Keep lie by u.

Becoming Miss Up To U..

2009-08-26T09:54:00.005+08:00

Normally, when bf ask his gf to do a decision and..
She keep saying Up to u, means u must be careful dy.
Ur Gf was giving up u..
She don even wan make decision for u
n care bout wat decision u had done.

Maybe u really don lik me care [i shud care d ppl tat really still nit me]
If not u wont know i don lik, but u still repeating d same thing.
Promises left Promises..

Before something happen, i oways ll dream.
Nowadays really get d dreams u with d same girl.
I struggled alot to out from that dreams.
[What is The Sign]?
U cheating urself feeling or u cheating my feeling?
Sometimes i really feel tat u love de not me.
Or just u din have chance to chase her anymore?

Yeah~Now gonna change myself to Miss Up To U..
To protect myself being hurt more..
Care Less is better than Care More. M I Right?
Now what u wanna do, Mostly i ll jus say Up To U dy..
Do At ur Own Risk..
SUpport ME To Become
Miss Up To U~~~

== May I Leave ur heart?

2009-08-25T19:17:00.006+08:00

Short Blog..Coz Too Disappointed..
D Promise [U should know wat i said] was All Lies...
You tot my tears and warning are rubbishes.
I'm meaningless for U..
Great..
Too Much of Disappointment Makes me Tired.Cold..
Although we together,
Ur heart not with me, ur heart Don have me.
Even in Dreams, 2 times It's bout u with D other girl.
Tat's really a warning for me..
Other ppl won't know. But i would..
Although we still together,
but my heart already cold..
Sacrifies no nit use mouth to say or prove,
but is see how u behave.
Things went long did not means i don mind u do it again..
I knew i'm not those pretty girls..
If got better one chase u, i'm sure u ll go..
After D Facebook, i knew more Problems will occured soon..

Frankly..I'm Hurt..Too much..
Goodbye......Fong's Heart..

It's my Fault care too much
while d person Don Even Appreciate it..
[D guy worth my tears won't makes me cry..]
Again n again....

Whole life One Time Miracle..^^

2009-08-07T13:06:00.003+08:00

Today is 07/08/09 and we snap this pic during 12:34:56 pm..^^
This is the moment which will be never repeated again..123456789....
That is our luck can snap this photo together during this time this day.
Love u...^^

Malaysian Cuisine from Ktar

2009-08-04T20:02:00.007+08:00

Today afternoon went to KTAR lunch with my bf n frens~
Malaysian cuisine for today lunch.
Appetizer : Roti Nan Sardine..still ok
Main Dish : Laksa Penang..argh........not nice lo..T.T..Too sour plus no tat taste.haiz
Dessert : Ice Cendol...Too sweet bah..Everyday like this ll get Diabetes leh..

Roti Nan with Sardine...

Laksa Penang..

Ice Cendol....

At nite, our dinner is Cooked By Chef Fong~~~Woohoo~
Menu : Home Made Chicken Chop (Damn Nice)^^
French Fries, Fish Sandwich, Tom Yam Chicken
Slurrr......P!

White white de is mayoneise o~

Thanks boy~~^^

Yoohoo~~

2009-08-04T19:17:00.008+08:00

That day, 31/7/09 Friday back to KB without inform parents
After i wake up from bed d next day, i stand in front my room door n when my mom came out
from her room, My God~ she shock shock shock!
Wakaka...hard to describe it..
Evening, all relatives from my mom's side gather at my house.Soooo Happy^^ !
Then，we go to Jit Mun Restaurant dinner~Slur...

Roasted Duck and Mayoneise Chicken &&

Shark Fin (鱼翅）

Yam and Vege? er..佛跳墙？

Butter Prawn ^^

Mujurlah Ambo Balik...GG

All Of This Just Ll Be Memories..

2009-07-24T16:43:00.013+08:00

Ending..
Keep ur Heart Close please, Wei Shing.
No Need to be Too Serious if He Keep Hurting u.
He Wont even Bother what 's ur feeling,
and what happen to u.

Very Disappointed.

2009-07-24T16:25:00.005+08:00

Your Disease become more serious..
You make me feel very very disappointed.
What did u told me last time?
Ops not Told,Is Promise..
You promise say 1 week 1 time go for gaming.
IF lose, so what? you will get into jail?
IF win, so what? you will get money?
You angry for what? All r ur Egoistic in ur mind.
You really losing ur mind. Its my fault allow u go gaming from d first time.
So now think u can step on me now.
Now what? 1 week 3 times? Or more i don know. ?Nowadays i found that i really
Very stupid. I tot u really wont lie me..
My god im wrong really..Im keep being lied?
Is it i really need to give up this Relationship already?
U always say i don't trust u, but what had u done?
Im Very Disappointed..Very...
Maybe, u wont even know this feeling..
So u keep on doing.
I think maybe i put too much or too serious in this relationship dy..
I should know that, u wont be that Loyal and Honest..
And im always the only one..BEING Played...
Too Trust You is My Blindness.
Tired..........
I will control myself dy..
Mind is urs..Body is urs...If there's any problem,
Just blame urself.
For not taking care n control it.

*If the person get hurt too many times, the heart also will Dead..
Finally just left the wound and scar.
Even recovered, there will still the shadow in the mind.

-END-

Dirty...

2009-07-16T16:49:00.011+08:00

Again n again.....

Guys really so Maniac huh?

My fate really so sad....?

Mentang mentang we r not sexy n pretty..

But they prefer tat type girls.

Jerk! Make me hate u only.

Dont know what is ur Feeling if I m d one be Maniac like u?

Watch n Find guys pictures online purposely?

You really need it huh?

Keep being lied..Tired or not o?IF I LIED U..HOw?

Coz i din take action so u tot im Dumb..keep Doing.

More n more scars left..............

Frankly, im tired.

D happinessES wont be able to cover the 1 wound u did.

Keep feels that we maybe not suit to be together

I Don Like Actress..but u like it n Perform it well.

I don know when shud i Let go..

Mommy..im very tired...

You just the one who care n love me with ur heart.

I Love U....

Theres some words i really want to express out is.....

IS IT U WILL DIE IF U DIDNT

WATCH !!??

DONT JUST THINK FOR UR DESIRE!

DESIRE JUST MAKE U DID

WRONG THING!

AND DON TOT UR GF HAS DIED!

IF U CANT EVEN CONTROL

URSELF DESIRE,

F*** OFF FROM MY LIFE!

IM TOO TIRED TO SEE MY BF

AS MANIAC!

KEEP REMIND HIM NOT TO DO

WRONG THINGS!

BUT FINALLY FOUND IM JUST

A STUPID GF!

U NEED A SPORTING GF!

NOT ME!

Is There....?

2009-07-11T23:10:00.004+08:00

Problems n stress more n more..

I dono...

Is me sensitive? or...

There's really still something tat i Dono during the time

Im not in Kampar yet?

I very hope he ll be honest..

I feel that like there's someone likes him.

M i wrong?Or I still dumb dono anything?

While others knew it?

Or he don even wan to let me know.

but..........I REALLY FEEL IT!

WHY!!??

Please be honest to others n urself.

If u like 'her', Jus tell me pls.

Force doesn't bring Happiness.

I oso wont force u Be with me if u re not Happy..

U 're Tired rite?I dono whether 'she's sayin u o not..

My choice to UTAR maybe was wrong...

like Spoiling ppl's Dreams..

But i think my guessin 60% ll be right..

With u is rite or wrong?

I heard 'ppl' said u so tired with it..

Control just for ur own good,but,

If u don like it, I ll not care anymore.

Maybe IF i LEave, someone..ll be happy.

and Try Hard to Be with u.

My god..Mayb u oso likes her..Don lie to urself..

LEt ME KnoW..I'm Tired for it.....ToO.

Tarts...

2009-06-26T15:37:00.004+08:00

Yesterday...

I'm sick.. so i miss out my LAB!

really felt sorry for Pei and Yuan..This week report need both of ur help dy.

But, i'm quite shock but happy..

when i resting in room, He back. and accompany me.

Shock = coz he at 1st already promise his frens go for CC gaming.

Happy = he did'nt go and back acc me until his class started..

No play play..

frankly i'm touched ^^ don't know why...

At least i'm not that pain had ur accompany beside me.

and my beloved classmates help.

Thanks boy..and my Friends..

Ice Breaking,,

2009-06-17T22:03:00.004+08:00

Seems i did'nt say wrong.

You just still the same.

When i just wan to trust u that u will change,

Then just realize i should not be so NAIVE..

Good Actress for U...I Surrender.

Dog hard to ask them not MEoW..

So as a human.

U just can alive with ur Porn Stars i think.

U,

- Not Worth for me to treat u Good.

- Not Worth for me to Love u.

- Not Worth for me to Listen to u.

- Not Worth for me to giv u More Chances since u won't appreciate it.

- Not Worth for me to TRUST U.

I had Swore if u repeat d same thing,

I ll Do wat i had swore before.

Mostly..........

I ll try to Leave u slowly....... As Much As I Can..

ICe..Breakin..........MElt..

SaMe...

2009-06-03T23:28:00.006+08:00

You are still D same..

Ya. MAYBE u had change a bit,

For temporay or wat i dono..

But i really dont knw how to say dy..

U always say no choice, but actually

Its just depend how you manage it.

Its was very happy with you,

and oso very tired with you..

I had try everythin avoid to hurt u.

But i dono wat u had Done for me.

Its still so long way to go,

but even small matter u cannot manage it,

I can't think for D future,

Or mayb u will Create more Lies for me To cover it.

I 'm thinkin whether we should Take A Break?

What is d Sign?

2009-05-22T14:00:00.005+08:00

This few days keep having bad dream.

What was the sign of these?

Sweat..i most scare having bad dream. Coz it mostly ll happen.

Some dream i will feel that it will happen.

At 1st i still not very believe it,

but between these few years,

What i dreamt mostly will happen ler..

And really appear.

Walao why was this Weird things happen on me..?

I don't want Six Sense~~!!

Like this i will be very tired de leh..

Namo namo, i believe if

D one din't do anything bad @ hurting people,

Will get the happiness & good ending.

Good Luck~

At homeTown dy~

2009-05-13T09:05:00.008+08:00

Finally i back to hometown liao!!!!

Quite happy~can together with my family..

and sure need to meet my frens~

Hope this time we back hometown wont change anything..

You n I will still the same.

haiz...If not im really quit dy.

Sad coz im still look like stupid for u..let u lie again n again.

what was ur purpose?U ll feeling better if im d one tat lie to u?

Really hope u ll change..i dont want secret dy.

What thing i cannot know?

if there's nothing wrong with u?

if u want become maniac, or having affair,

Release me then...

Face it and defend it.u can do it if u Want.

try hard till now..im Tired jor..

I love This Song~

2009-05-10T18:27:00.005+08:00

I Love this Song..since it being Produced..

我不难过...

又站在你家的门口　我们重复沉默　

这样子单方面的守候　还能多久

终于你开口向我诉说她有多溫柔　

虽然你还握著我的手　但我已不在你心中

我真的懂　你不是喜新厌旧　

是我没有　陪在你身边　当你寂寞时候

別再看著我　说著你爱过　別太伤痛　

我不难过　这不算什么

只是为什么眼泪会流　我也不懂

就让我走　让我开始享受自由　

回憶很多　你的影子也会充滿我生活

我並不懦弱　你比谁都懂　虽然寂寞　

这会是我　最后的寬容

抱紧我　再抱紧我　

这一份感动　请你让我留在胸口

別在说是你的错　爱到了尽头　

是非对错　就让它随风

忘了所有　过得比你快活

我真的懂　你不是喜新厌旧　

是我没有　陪在你身边　当你寂寞时候

別再看著我　说著你爱过　

別太伤痛　我不难过　这不算什么

只是为什么眼泪会流　我也不懂

不要再说　或許这是最好結果　

现在分手　总好过你不爱我一拖再拖

松开你的手　离开你左右　

我向前走　这会是我　真正的解脱

Nice huh.....?

Finally..?

2009-05-06T11:29:00.015+08:00

Something had happened...

I don't want mention it clear in order just don't wan

left bad impression frm other ppl towards u.

i'm really Shock+Sad+Disappointed+Angry..

No one (i mean gf) can accept it.

even guys oso hard to accept if their gf did that..

IS it U really Like if i DID the same thing to U?

Everytime when i want make any decision, i would

think of u 1st. Will u..?

Not 1 time chance been given to U..U should knew

that.

And how much u lied me before, u should knew.

I'm tired. i'm keep forgiving u, but..i just realize that,

Pay more Does'nt means U will get back d

same Amount...

[Is it he feel that NOT WORTH sacrifice a bit the

External things for his Relationship?]

Don't u knw what i don't like?

But if u don't like then i cannot do?

And why everytime u cannot face the problems?

Did wrong thing say sorry is very Common thing but u

won't.

U keep avoiding only and act nothing happen..so hows

it gonna settle?

Its not settle just coz im keep quiet. im keep quiet is

coz in my heart already got a thorn in it.

U r just Planting the thorn inside my heart.

[Tell u a secret, i purposely go find the idol pictures is

after i saw what i don't like]

[That was idol's pics~~~but..what r you doing to

me?]

[Suddenly feel like i'm dropping into Hell..]

Just i don't know that u will don't bother it and

become more Serious.Quite Disappointed.

U don't know my tears dropping when saw that. U

won't know that feeling unless u in my situation.

I dint mean that u r not good..U r very good in treating

me, but maybe is ur Attitude or what.

U should know what's ur problems, u said will settle it

urself but till now no any changes..

[If he still the same, don't know what's problem with him,]

[and didn't think to change it,]

[or maybe u Hide it with Other Way..]

[Speechless n means there's no any Respects to his gf

n Appreciating For this Relationship already.]

[Everything Will Gonna be Late.]

I Swear.

My Love~

2009-04-25T18:17:00.005+08:00

i'm quite love him~

but how long it will be?

scary when think bout it..

We are quite happy being together, and actually,

How we been together?kakaka....Funny.

He's quite caring but my person hard to believ anyone..

Phobia maybe? Im enjoying the life we study together, play together....

but there's still will have problems..not im think too much, is it haven't happen

and i already take safety precautions dy~

Ceh~apalah..like L4D pulak, First Aid ker..kakaka.......

Namo namo~ if it really want happen please let me know it earlier~~~

But i think.....we must settle it dy when next sem started..

tired dy..Walk so long, single just better for me now =).

Down life..Tiring life...

2009-04-18T12:42:00.001+08:00

Final exam is coming..

until now i still dont knw wat m i doin?

haiz.........many things to think, learn, manage..

HELP HELP~~~

Im homesick..Miss my family, ERn Ern!!!

After final sure fly back. but now d process towards final r very very tiring n stressful..

Hope everything will pass soon...

Tiring~

2009-04-11T16:08:00.005+08:00

My life really tiring...

When it ll be end?

Ur tips really quite accurate..Thanks Dude..

I don't know why you will tell me,

You pity me ker? haha~ but,

Without you, i'm still stupid stupid don't know anything.

So also need to thanks you..kaka~

You let me know i need an ANTIVIRUS for myself.

and know which ANtiVirus suit me.

Everything is Clear~Just be careful..nowadays ppl hearts hard to analyse. Danger~

GG.COM

Let it past then~

2009-04-04T23:36:00.002+08:00

Times for me to let go, don't u think so?

Enough dy bah~always quarrel like this also not a good thing..

very tiring....can't believe i can get X2 experience in a short time.

Same result..or maybe..don't know how to say it...

Just know i m really tired dy...

Single Lady~i'm coming...!

Honesty..

2009-04-01T09:32:00.006+08:00

Why Why Why??

Why one person cannot be honest?

It it so hard to be an Honest person?

You wish other ppl treat you honestly but how you treat ppl?

Do it first before you wish ppl to did the same thing!

I really hate ppl lie me and sure i know nobody will like.

But why some ppl still can lie ppl like drinking water only?

Is it from young till now already normal to lie ppl,

So the habit cannot be change?

Don't you feel guilty for lying ppl?Just for ur own benefit?

Especially lie to d person you loved?

or actually you don't love her/him.

Do you understand what is love?

No. You don't. If not you won't lie her/him.

You lie to avoid ppl to see ur Another part, how long you can keep it?

Ur lover rather you honest than keep let you lie but

after that found out d lies!!!!

What is the feeling if you are d one get lied ?

Even you sacrifice many things, once you lie, you break everything.

I'm so tired with those liars..

Don't ask me to trust you anymore.

D percentage really left 0%.

You think i still can rely on you?

How could 2 persons being together if keep like this?

Why the thing you said you din't do, but actually you are doing?

Why sometimes just a small matter you also have to lie?

Is it that is your habit?

You suddenly make me feel that you are a very scary person.

This is really disappointed for me.

You won't know it, but you know what,

i will pay it back.

Wei shing really prefer her memories although not really happy,

at least she still can found trustworthy in her memories..

Now who can i trust?

Argh~ who can tell me?

Being stab behind...

2009-03-26T17:02:00.009+08:00

I really quite hate already.

what the F do things to hide hide.

When you can hide till??Unless we not gonna go for too long.Then you just keep going.

MF!There's somebody oso quite like to stick to him.

To make use ker?like him ker?whatever lah~

Or he himself like d Someone.

Anyway seems he oso quite scare to let me know it.But i wanna say,

'Hello, excuse me,i'm not dumb pls. I knew it.'

'Don't say wan know my everything, even ur everything oso i dono'

I hope he won't always say got ppl stick with Me anymore.

I really better than him.

At least i won't play Hide and Seek like that.

Maybe you don't like i say you like that, seems control you?

If you don't like i like this, Sure i can do it, i really will.

Once i dint feel like control you, just Choose a Good day from calendar to end it only.

Hey man, I really gonna feel Guys quite irritating dy.No honesty in mind?

What they do and their lies no need Modal one.

But they will mind if other guys find thier GF.

I at first tot that's only my thinking,

Who knew, when i go for a trip, i found that a girl oso same feeling with me.

I'm happy to know her.Sometimes really feel to run from those things far far already..

Don't you feel tired like this?

haiz...

2009-03-12T00:07:00.001+08:00

why i keep feel there's many lies behind me??
Mostly, my feelings won't wrong..what is going on...?
This feeling is not good okay..
What the hack~

Quotes From Tokashi Shing~

2009-03-01T14:47:00.008+08:00

Who eat chili, then will feel HOT..........
wakaka....

Keep your eyes wide open before marriage, and half

shut afterwards

The best way to cheer yourself up is to try to cheer

somebody else up

Fun is a good thing but only when it spoils nothing

better

Friendship often ends in love; but love in friendship

- never

God can heal a broken heart, but He has to have all

the pieces

Always tell the truth. That way, you don't have to

remember what you said

Sacrificing your happiness for the happiness of the one

you love, is by far, the truest type of love

Those who do not feel pain seldom think how it is felt

Liars are always most disposed to swear

We have to distrust each other. It is our only defence

against betrayal

Don't do the things that you, yourself don't like

ur partner do

Lie her might makes you feel safe, but it's hurt when

she know it later

Lies won't last too long, she/he will know it one day,

unless you both is end earlier

I love you, not only for what you are, But for what I

am when I am with you

Two souls with but a single thought, two hearts that

beat as one

In LaB...

2009-03-01T14:28:00.011+08:00

walao~my classmates so serious,

but why we still have time snapping?

sweat~

Looks fun huh? but after this you won't say that dy,

cause............we need to do reports!!!!argh~~~~~

Tension~midterm coming some more..

Who can borrow me a knife...?

Gg.com

Uni Life~

2009-03-01T14:10:00.010+08:00

My Uni Life...
I'm lucky still can together with some KB frens,
although came to a strange place..hehe

and sure, can know a gang of my new frens..Happy~~

New life at Kampar?

2009-02-22T17:22:00.003+08:00

Continue with my blog after left it for few months..cause quite busy with UNI life.
Who said UNI life is relaxing? honestly, i'm going to be crazy...SOON~~
Reports and Assignments plus Mid-Term exam all come in the same time..swt..@#$%&*
My friends said i'm changing? Really? i 'dont know..what happen to me??
Wakaka~is it curse really works on me...?swt again~
I really don't know whether my new life is a good start or the inverse.....
Bless me..........................please.

New Year 2009~

2009-01-03T18:06:00.004+08:00

Its me~

Happy 2009~

so happy there's a new year, new hope, new life...?

Tada~

New WeiShing for 2009..!

haha~~~~~

Goin to leave hometown..hope everythin ll be fine.

God Bless!

Guyss - For me

2008-12-09T12:38:00.003+08:00

Guys...

Many types..Complicated..Liar...Betrayer..

*Like to make lies to make you happy..
maybe at d moment, d girl will be happy..
but if she know ur LIES, she rather you tell the truth than lying....

*Like to talk Sweet words...
if that sincere from ur heart, u wont do that again and again...

*Like new things..
When it is new & fresh, seems like he's appreciating..
But after it is old~~~, try every way to kick u away...

Will B Continue~

FriendshiP 4eVeR~

2008-11-30T16:52:00.002+08:00

Last week, my 2nd friend marry dy.
It was sadness and happiness for me.
Sadness=> Less 1 friend in KB
Happiness=> She can found her true love & hav a happy family.

I and best friend Swee Kim went to Anson to attend her wedding..
I wonder when she just will back KB and hang out with us again..
>.< Its happy have our vacancy few days at Anson!

Friendship forever KY...!
Friendship forever Ta-Pe (Swee Kim)...!
Friendship Forever all my friends~~~BRAVO!

I like this picture..cool angle..
Dont you think so..?kekeke..gg

伤感。。

2008-11-30T16:02:00.000+08:00

几夜都难以入睡，
寂寞？朋友多得是，怎么能称得上寂寞？
心灵上吧。。！
现在看到某些地方，东西。。都绘触景伤情。
也许自己还是不能真正放下‘过去’。。
四年的感情不是说放就放，
在一起的画面时不时都会映在脑海。。
去他的！别再折磨我。。！
我要过自己的生活！
稳定的。。。宁静的。。。
最重要是快乐的。。生活..
当然, Hope u will happy too...=)

Failure?

2008-11-29T00:21:00.000+08:00

Aiye..1st time blogging..but this is just a way for me to express my feelings..
Sometimes i just feel like i'm a failure..In EVERY aspects.
OMG...!So worst rite..?people that know me well..will know what m i talking.
Many things happen in this year,all comes to me..down-nye~~~~~
Just hoping to get a normal, simple, happy, problem-less life..